The Scuffed Baseball: Resentment, Burnout, and the Brother Who Waited

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In the hallway afterward, Mom leaned against the wall like it was the only thing holding her up. “I can’t lift him,” she whispered. “And when Billy gets overwhelmed, he… he bolts. I can’t chase him and care for your father at the same time.”

I felt the floor tilt beneath me, because I heard the unspoken ending.

So you will.

It’s a weird kind of anger, the kind that comes from love being demanded like a debt. It doesn’t make you a villain. It makes you human.

“I have a job,” I said, and I hated how small it sounded.

Mom looked at me, and her eyes didn’t accuse me the way I expected. They just… emptied.

“And we had two children,” she said quietly. “I didn’t get to pick which emergencies were convenient.”

I had no comeback, because she was right and because being right doesn’t make anything easier.

That night, I stayed at the house while Dad slept in the hospital. Billy refused to eat unless I sat at the table. When I stood up, he stood up. When I moved toward the sink, he moved toward the door.

It wasn’t control. It was fear.

When Mom finally went upstairs to shower, I sat on the living room floor beside Billy. No phone. No work. Just the hum of the heater and the tick of the old clock.

Billy slid a shoebox toward me, the way he offered the glove. Inside were things I hadn’t seen in years—my Little League photo, the ticket stub from a game Dad took us to, a crumpled paper award that said Most Improved in third-grade handwriting.

At the bottom was an envelope with my name on it.

I didn’t open it right away. My hands shook.

Billy watched me with that intense, sideways focus he had, like he could feel the moment teetering.

I broke the seal.

Inside was a letter in my father’s handwriting, dated three years ago.

Not a dramatic, cinematic letter. Not a “goodbye, son” monologue.

A list.

Roof leak — patched again.
Billy’s program waitlist — still pending.
Medical bills — payment plan.
David — ask him about his sleep. He sounds tired on the phone.

I read that last line twice.

Because I’d spent a decade convinced I was invisible, and here was proof that even while my parents were drowning, they still noticed me gasping for air.

My throat burned.

Billy reached out and tapped the edge of the paper, then tapped my chest—his version of a question.

I couldn’t speak, so I just nodded.

He rocked once, slower, like a wave calming.

Then he stood up and walked to the coat closet. He pulled something out: a calendar, the cheap kind with big squares.

Every square had one word written in shaky marker.

Catch.

Over and over again. Every day.

I stared at it, and a heat spread through my chest that wasn’t comfort—it was grief for all the days I wasn’t there. For all the days he’d been waiting in a way I never waited for anyone.

In that moment, the “controversial” truth landed like a punch:

People love to talk about family values until family looks like unpaid labor, interrupted sleep, and a grown man rocking in a waiting room because the world is too loud.

People share awareness posts and wear puzzle-piece pins and clap at inspirational videos, but when it’s time to actually sit with the reality—when it’s time to rearrange your life—the room gets quiet fast.

Billy lifted the glove again and held it out to me.

I took it.

And I realized something that made me want to laugh and cry at the same time: I had spent years acting like Billy stole my future, when the truth was uglier.

The world stole it.

The world that told me my worth was my output. The world that taught me to resent the wrong person. The world that made “successful” feel like “alone.”

My phone buzzed on the coffee table.

My manager again.

We need you online tomorrow. Leadership is watching this project. Let’s be adults about it.

“Let’s be adults about it,” I whispered, staring at the words.

Billy didn’t care about leadership. He didn’t care about watching. He didn’t care about my title.

He just stood there, glove out, asking me to show up in the only way he understood.

I picked up my phone.

My thumb hovered.

Then I did the thing I’d never done in my life.

I set it facedown.

“Okay,” I said to Billy, and my voice broke like a dam giving way. “Okay. One more.”

We went into the backyard under a sky full of cold stars, and we threw the ball back and forth until my arm ached and my breath came out in clouds.

And somewhere between the pop of leather and the quiet of the sleeping neighborhood, I understood the message that would make people argue in comment sections for days:

Sometimes love isn’t a feeling. Sometimes love is a choice that ruins your schedule.

Sometimes the bravest thing you can do in America is stop chasing the version of success that applauds you… and start being the person who stays when the applause is gone.

Billy threw the ball awkwardly, off-center, and it hit my glove with a soft, imperfect thud.

Then he looked at me—really looked—and his mouth moved.

A sound came out.

Small. Strained. Like a door that hadn’t opened in decades.

“Da… vid.”

I froze so hard my bones felt like they turned to glass.

Because my brother—my “burden,” my excuse, my resentment—had just said my name.

And inside the house, my mom’s phone started ringing again, loud and urgent, slicing through the night.

Hospital.

Dad.

I didn’t know which way to run first.

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