“Good game,” he said to Eli the way men say things when they mean you did something gentle and brave.
“Thanks,” Eli said, and touched the compass on his chest. “They put a poster in the school office. One in the boys’ room, too. With the code.”
Ace nodded, then looked at me. “You doing okay?”
“Today?” I said, smiling like someone who had learned not to waste a good day by comparing it to a bad one. “Today I am.”
He snapped his helmet chin strap and started the engine. It was loud and then it was just sound and then it was a bike fading into summer.
Eli and I walked to the car. He put his bag in the trunk and the trunk closed like a period on a sentence that had taken us a year to finish.
“Mom?” he said, shy in a way he hadn’t been since he was small. “Do you think people really see the posters?”
“I think the right ones will,” I said. “I think some kid will trace that little compass with a finger and know it means someone will stand outside their car and keep the world still long enough for them to breathe.”
We got in. The windshield was warm from the day. The glass fogged faintly from our breaths.
Without thinking, he lifted his palm and drew the shape again—circle, four points, needle—and grinned like a person does when a private language becomes common.
I pressed my hand up to his from the other side of the glass.
A light turned green somewhere behind us and a line of cars moved like a ribbon. We didn’t rush. We didn’t owe the clock an apology.
We just drove toward a small apartment that had become a real home with a real table and two chairs that didn’t wobble when you leaned your elbows on them.
People sometimes ask me, in polite ways and in nosy ones, if I’m angry at myself.
If I regret the months I called exhaustion “a reason” and fear “prudence.” If I lie awake at night and replay the red light and the ring of bikes and the officer who spoke to my son like he was exactly the right amount of human for a Tuesday.
Yes. Of course. But regret isn’t the point you live at. You live at the point that points forward.
True North isn’t magic.
It’s not the wind.
It’s the small, repetitious choosing you do at intersections—the decision to look, to believe, to call; to be the person who plants their boots on the good side of a painted crack and stays there; to be the parent who says okay in time; to be the kid who says help out loud.
That’s the story I know how to tell. That’s the one we’re in.
And if you ever find yourself at a red light with the world loud and your heart louder and a foggy window between you and the next thing, draw a compass.
Someone’s watching. Someone’s listening. Someone already made a space for you in a circle that holds.
True North isn’t a place on a map.
It’s a promise you keep—together—when the light turns green.
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